WHEN THE GOING GETS TOUGH...

Today, America I'm speaking on trust & dependability...Think of hard times... everybody has had em once or twice, some more severe then others but of course in the end you get through them. Today I will touch on the topic of those are supposed to be the closest to you during those hard times and find it easy to exit stage left on you. It's crazy to know (and experience on more than one occasion) that there will be people you hold on the highest pedistal will bounce on you when you need them the most. I've experienced this on one more than one occasion. I'm not talking about just bad days... I'm talking about those times (not just days) when you ribs are touching, the laws are looking for you, you don't have any decent clothes, you can barely afford gas, the mob is going to break your legs, and your trying to keep all those items of stress and maintain and the one you took ages to finally let go and trust (whether it is your main home boy, your girl / man, your brother sister or even your own damn momma) is nowhere to be found. Despite how many times you gave your last dollar, your nights rest, last bite to eat, and risk 8 kinds of hell for them they "ghost out" on you. How, America would that make you feel? What action would you take...

a) Don't trust any-damn-body
b) Grow old the same way you came in... by your goddamn self
c) Flip the script and do everyone the same
d) take it in the ass (no homo) and hope someone else won't do you the same (again)
or...
e) all the above

Hard choice isn't it? Trust me, I know from a personal point of view because I have always been the one to get fucked over (no homo). Me, being the loner that I am, feel like I can't give anyone a benefit of a doubt because I predict someone to try to advantage of a good brotha's intentions. People just keep giving me more reasons to think the way that I do just by observing them handle other situations. My fam, I can always trust (most of you anyways... you know who you are) But others, I know I can't and there are those "lucky" few always and sometimes shockingly disappoint.

In conclusion (you like that word huh? lol) You can't just leave up to anyone to put your trust in or expect to depend on them because sometimes.. in the end you could get shitted on. The purpose of this here blog is to get you to arm yourself of those that'll leave you high and dry and your most urgent time of need. When the going gets tough, they softies jump out the back door.